There are no mirrors, no people-not even him. Never anywhere else on reality’s axises, never anywhere else except by his side. All before heading out the door wanting ever so slightly to say goodbye or hello to the body supposed to be behind or in front of him. He‘ll tie his tie and wash his face, dabbing his eyes with a towel and brushing his teeth quickly after. He always returns to normalcy once the screams have dried. His brother is really and truly gone forever and now he has to live the rest of his life like this. There’s no sign he should be hoping for otherwise, there’s no sign he’s ever coming back.
There is no other option in living except to live his life without his pair, without his duo, by himself, because he wakes up every day feeling less and less about him until it all comes crashing down so painfully when he looks in the mirror and remembers he’s not coming home. Life must go on, people must be helped, and there’s places to see. Acceptance really only given a breathing home because there is no other option but to march forward. Hoping, so desperately hoping, knowing by the end of the line end it’ll all have been for nothing, that by the time the last train reaches its destination for the week that he’s been getting his hopes up for absolutely nothing at all.īut nothing can be worse than the aches gradually dulling into acceptance. Like sand slipping through his fingers, doomed to meander aimlessly out of his palms as he wakes up every day looking out his apartment window hoping. Nothing can be more like hell to him than the years passing by. Or maybe he does, but it means nothing anymore. Said self crushed underfoot by the day to day monotony of anxiety he’s long stopped giving a name to and fear he’s long stopped being able to care about. Crushes it underneath his feet, just like the rest of himself. But phrases have been getting stuck in his teeth more than ever these days, repeating little piles of words trailing off into something he almost says but can’t, so he cans this word known as “heaven”. Maybe it’s the appeal of denying something he doesn’t believe in-the appeal of spitting in the face something he knows holds someone it whisked away too soon. He’s not entirely sure what that means, or why it resonates with him so much. listen to this while you’re reading please: god is already warning us - we know the devil ost I hope you enjoyĪnyways I’ve talked long enough in the intro box lmao. they’re so so so cool and I was like “oh I could write something like that” so I did. like you know those tumblr and Twitter comics where emmet meets volo on some dark train car in the middle of the void. it feels like black and white came out yesterday and like the only worry we were ever gonna have about emmet and ingo was if we as players were going to get our asses kicked by them in the battle subwayĪnyways this is basically a sort of attempt by me to translate a lot of the surrealistic fanon imagery attached to these two into like. especially as relevant as like, they are now with all of the aus and comics and fan content that’s developed around them. It’s really weird to me seeing these two relevant in the Pokémon fandom again.
If you guys could give me suggestions, I would forever be grateful to you.(dips my toes in the water) hi submas community
What other Pokémon exist that (somewhat) resemble goats? I don't really care how seemingly random the suggestions would be as long as you state how it qualifies as a goat. Also I would still need three more to make a complete team. And because of my lack of experience for competitive battling, I don't even know if Gogoat, Houndoom and Glalie even work well together. Glalie was another one I thought about, since it has two horns (like a goat) and can learn Headbutt, which is something goats do. Goats are also constantly associated with demons, and if there is a single Pokémon out there that represents demons, it's Houndoom. I was considering Houndoom, because first of all, it has two horns, like a goat. Obviously Gogoat would be one of the Pokémon on this team. This is where the problem is: I don't think there are any other goat Pokémon than Gogoat and Skiddo.or are there? Anything associated with goats is associated with me.Īnd because I thought it would be a good idea, if I could make a "Goat-Themed" Pokémon Team, that I could (preferably) maybe even use competitively. So I have this running joke going on with friends for a while now that I'm a goat, and so on. Now this question may seem silly, but I can explain my intentions I swear.
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